So I made it
in. I met Lawson at the Damascus Gate and we made our way to the Guesthouse and
then to Dar Assadaqa. I introduced myself, met the other volunteers, politely
declined an invitation to a party on the grounds that I was exhausted, returned
to the Guesthouse and fell asleep. The week since has passed in something of a
blur. In that time I have toured Jerusalem with Robert, visiting the Dome of
the Rock and the Church of the Holy Sepulchre; stayed on a sheep farm near
Jenin with Lawson; helped lead an English conversation class at Dar Assadaqa;
wandered around Roman ruins amongst the olive trees of Azzoun; eaten my
body-weight in hummus and determined that I shall never get used to sweet tea.
I am feeling
slightly overwhelmed and consequently it is hard to write about my first
impressions, at least beyond the platitudes that all English visitors abroad
find themselves spouting. The people are wonderfully hospitable and friendly,
the landscape is beautiful, the food is delicious. The Arabic I learnt before
coming here seemed to desert me on arrival and is only now returning, but as is
embarrassingly frequent across the world, most people here speak some English
and a large minority speak it very well. The occupation is less intense than I
expected. I do not mean that it can be ignored - we carry our passports
everywhere in case of checkpoints, we have hurried home due to rumours of
soldiers in the streets, and there are revolutionary posters and resistance
graffiti everywhere – but this is not a warzone.
There are
stories though. Everyone has one. Most people have several. Telling stories
seems to be a part of the culture here and people believe each-other. Communication,
for the most part, is straight forward. Practical jokes aside (like telling one
of our volunteers he didn’t get his visa!) people seem to mean what they
say. This trusting attitude complicates
my job however, asking for proof can be offensive, even if it’s just requesting
a receipt for expenses! Nevertheless, I shall faithfully repeat the stories
that I have no reason to doubt and I shall try to avoid the embellishment and
exaggeration that usually accompanies hearsay.
In Azzoun
the family I stayed with told me a little about their home. Whilst it is
located well beyond the 1967 lines, over the years it has become surrounded by
Israeli settlements, which perch castle-like on the hills overlooking the town.
Tensions are high and arrests are frequent. A few nights before I arrived, more
than twenty local boys were arrested, accused of throwing stones at soldiers
and other misdemeanours. The punishments are harsh, with terms of imprisonment
lasting for months if not years. One of the boys in the house had suffered
this. In 2008 at the age of seventeen he was arrested at gunpoint in front of
his parents. The soldiers came in the middle of the night, broke into the house
and forced the family outside. The father, who tried to insist on decorum in
his home, was punched by one of them. He told me that this scared him, if his
son had retaliated, he feared the soldiers would start shooting.
In this case
there was some proof, not that I doubted the family’s honesty. I was shown
photographs of the aftermath of this incident. The house was completely
ransacked. Furniture overturned and broken, the oven door wrenched off its
hinges, belongings strewn everywhere. It did not look like a methodical search
for contraband but deliberate intimidation. I find it very hard to reconcile
these actions with my only experience of soldiers so far, the friendly man I
referred to as J, whom I met at the border. I can’t help wondering if he would
be as appalled as I am by this story or whether he would try to rationalise it.
Even if their son was guilty of some crime, which he denies, surely the family
do not deserve to be treated this way.
In any case, he was sentenced to four months in prison and released on
his eighteenth birthday. His record means that he will never be allowed to
travel outside of Palestine.
Hearing
stories like this directly from those who experienced them is a sobering and
surreal experience. The family told them with surprisingly good humour, even
laughing as they described being forced outside their home at two in the
morning. For my part, I did not know how to react, I could express sympathy and
disbelief, but the questions I wanted to ask – why did this happen? what was
the point? how can it be prevented? – could only really be answered by the
soldiers involved.
My first
impressions then are mixed and contrasting. On the one hand, life here seems
much like life everywhere. Some cultural differences are unfamiliar, but for
the most part I feel at home. It is only the background of the occupation that
is really strange. It doesn’t feel like a crisis or an emergency, just an
ever-present hazard, almost like a natural danger, like living next to an
active volcano.
Edit: This
morning Lawson said that while he had been here there had been no action. I
chastised him for tempting fate and said I would hold him personally
responsible if anything happened today. Ten minutes later Abed warned us not to
go outside because of tear gas at the University and we have been listening to
the canisters go off all day.
We did dash
out for lunch during a lull one point – life goes on – but while we were
sitting in the café people started to come in with streaming eyes and their
tops pulled up over their faces. On leaving the café staff sprayed our wrists
with perfume to ward off the gas, but by the time I had crossed the fifty yards
back to the office my throat and eyes were starting to burn. It wore off very
quickly once I got inside but still a distinctly unpleasant experience!